|The day of surgery...weighing 180.... after losing 25 lbs fighting my food addiction and doing the pre-op diet.|
I was soooooo nervous. I wasn't worried about anesthesia, or recovery. I was worried about whether I could do "it." You know....lose weight with the band or would I fail again?? Would my husband resent me every month as we made my surgery payment if I wasn't successful???
I didn't fail.....and I won't ever.
I have definitely had my ups and downs this year with my band. (No restriction for months followed by too much restriction.....lots of PB's and the learning curve of how to eat properly with a band.)
Weight loss has not been easy.
Weight loss has not been quick.
But I am doing it!!!
|June 2012 at 143...loss of 63 lbs. total....so far!|
I will lose those last few pounds and I will maintain. You will all be there to help me.......I know you will..........and because of that, I will not fail.