Here's the deal....
I haven't posted lately b/c I have been in a yucky place. I feel horrible.
I am pretty sure I am starving. My stomach is a mess. I feel hollow and then crampy when I eat. I know I have been too tight for awhile. I got a super aggressive fill on feb. 13. Went back the next day and had 1 cc removed b/c I was in serious pain. The week that followed was touch and go...still could barely eat but it seemed to be getting better. I just stupidly hung out at this level because I was hoping to drop some pounds. I ccan only eat 1/4 to 1/3 cup of food...which limits my ability to workout. By the end of march I KNEW that I had to see the dr, and get an unfill.
The first appointment they could give me was a day I was out of town camping. The next available appointment is April 24th since the dr. Was on vacation for like 8 days. Now I am a week away but can not take it anymore! I have called in every day looking for a cancellation. I am not at the point that I am going to the ER or panic but I am trying to get in calories any way I can.
This goes against everything I am trying to do....I want to get to the point where I love my band like all of u.
I feel like my husband is annoyed that I chose the and b/c he sees how much I am struggling with being uncomfortable.
I am actually depressed about the situation.
Soooooooo, this is why I haven't posted...I am just whining and a mess.