I have been avoiding all of you.
You (all my blogging ladies) have been helping me stay accountable for 2 years.
Not any longer. I have avoided posting because I don't know what to do....I don't know what to say. I'm not even sure if I should have this blog any longer...I'm not banded.
I am actually jealous of you...yes you. I want my lap band back....and I can't....and I need help with my eating.
Sooooo, I am having a hard time commenting on your posts because I am happy for your continued sucess but sad for me.
I really feel like I spend all this money, worked super hard to lose weight, and now I feel it slipping away.
I am sad, lost, and confused.